Just For You

i dunno why all of the sudden you seems so cold

I dunno if you're mad at me,

I dunno if I've done nythin wrong or some sort-

I felt like I was bein ignored or rather anythin that I dunno

I'm clueless...

I wanted to ask you, why..

but I choose keep it, coz you have a lot more things to do

since yesternight I have some strange feeling,

I felt restless, even if I slept for almost a day

I thought I was just missin you, bigtime perhaps...

I made myself busy by watching those movies..

then you went to Imus church, I

waited till you're home safe and sound

'fore I decided to lay on my bed, 

Its seem so strange that I can't sleep,

morning came, then reports flooded on my wall bout accidents

the bus that fell off the skyway, 

the bus that hit another vehicle on bicol

a car hit a motorcycle...

I wanted to say "take care", 

but I'm afraid that I may be ignored...

as I was workin with some Certificates at the office

I was thinking something that I can't even explain

then there were you chatting with aileen at the 3rd floor

after sometime you step down for lunch I guess

those minutes seems tooo long...

I was looking at the window by almost every 3mins to see if you're back

then I heard you, gawd.. at last!

I heard a call on the radio stating you have some patients to attend

then you're off with the ambulance

I missed my chance again to say take care

As I am waiting for you to be back, 

my cp beeps with an unknown number txting me

stating bout the accident that happenedI felt so numb...  

felt like something burst from the inside

It was chris who texted askin if you're on duty

I said yes,

then I txtd you

I asked kuya leth, and tried to catch some news by listening to those who have radios

then you finally answered on FB chat saying you're ok

I told you to seek for med assistant, but then again-

I dunno how to send this to you, So I'll just leave it as a note on my wall

with none of my friends to see except you.

for you to see and read it if you have a free time.

please do tell me if I've done nythin wrong

please do state the problem

please...

I miss you, so much...

I miss those goodmornings, those goodnight, those chitchat, those convy's

I miss everything!